Saturday, May 14, 2011
23 Crash!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
22 Faith
Thursday, April 7, 2011
21 I was Going to Go to the Jungle...
Sunday, March 27, 2011
20 Mennonites
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
19 The Future
As of late, I've been growing more and more envious of a younger me. Simply listening to one song by Hawk Nelson would put a deep burden on my heart to return to the life of my grade nine year. There was nothing special about grade nine (minus the first week of school when I was somewhat popular, though this was useless). A smell in the air would make my heart ache for sitting at the table, eating with the dear Reed family in the days I lived there years ago. The colour of the sky controlled my life as it plagued my mind with memories of walking Elsa, that beautiful dog in the days of dog-sitting. And somehow I had a pressing on my mind of the childhood interest being Pokemon. I had a yearning to spread my wings and fly, until I realized I was wingless.
Since my childhood, I've felt this yearning to return back in time, or to be somewhere in the past that I believed would have been a better alternative. It has never been as strong before as it has this past day, and even this past week. Minus the first time my mind did this to me, which only seemed large because I didn't know what my mind was doing. Anyways, I wasn't able to do anything today because my mind was so overridden by past events, and though I tried to concentrate on the present, the mind is a hard thing to control, especially with this issue.
I'm not sure how much sense this is making. It just entered my mind that my mind is indeed unique and I'm not sure how many readers will be able to relate, or at least understand what exactly it is that I'm talking about. I am confident that these words I say will not fully be able to explain how exactly I have been feeling as a result of this.
Anyways, I asked God for help. I was so exhausted by my mind and simply wanted out of it. But the thing is... it's a mind. So then I sat down and read 21 chapters in my bible. I stood up a different person that I sat down being. This day, God has answered my long time question of "what's next?" I had plans of going to Briercrest and studying in the Global Studies program. And don't worry (to those who would), this still is the plan. But as far as serving Him, what's next? At this point, after reading these 21 chapters about God's dealings with the chosen people, I spoke deeply with God and felt the passion stirring in me to serve Him by serving others in a way I have been served by someone serving me, thus serving Him. I have made it my purpose to serve Him with my life, and He has shown me clarity.
Where is this going, Tim?
When I was in grade 10, I met my friend and high school mentor, Vinny! I didn't realize until now how much of an influence he was in my life. And God is showing me that the young men in Caronport don't have Vinny anymore. Another group of fortunate souls do enjoy him, but the man who was there for me in that point in my life is not there anymore. And who is going to be going to Briercrest next year? Who by chance will be living in the same dorm he once lived in? Yeah! Now don't get me wrong, I'm not just a copy-cat of a respected friend. I am following God's will and what I feel called to do, which is similar to what a respected friend was also called into. It's either foolish or wise to post this on the internet. It is foolish if nothing comes of it, but it is wise if I am posting it knowing that if it is God's will, then it will come about in time, and I have all my readers to told me to it, but I feel that God is calling me into discipling the youth of Caronport during my years at Briercrest.
I feel so at peace with this, and look forward to giving the youth a mentor relationship I was blessed with having when I was there age. Now I just have to be careful that I don't get so carried away with the future that it does the same as what the past was doing to me.
So about Bolivia, things are going very well. The buses are currently on strike, hence why we stayed home all day today, on a day of which we normally work at Talita Cumi. I'm thankful for the strike. For this one day to be enlightened.
I'm not sure if I've done a good job at pointing out how exciting this is, but for me, it's God inspired and I feel that His hand will be over me in my work that I do for Him here in Bolivia, and back in Caronport.
It's been great getting to know the boys at Ken's house here. I pray that we will be able to bless them and be an encouragment to them to live out their faith. "Walk by faith, and not by sight." Can I have an amen!?
So in closing, things are wonderful here, and God is showing me lots, and it is such a blessing to be able to volunteer at all the places we do so, and help them out while proclaming the Name of our Father in Heaven. Oh, how I am blessed.
A huge thank you to everyone who got me to this point in my life. If you know me personally at all, that includes you. I have been affected by everyone I know and I am thankful that I know you... Probably... No... indeed! You have taught me something just by being you. And the better I know you, the more you have affected me, and you deserve a sincere thank you. So thank you.
Um, time for bed!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
18 Sick
Monday, February 14, 2011
17 Love
I've found one of the highlights of my time here so far to be working with the kids at Talita Cumi. I think this is a highlight because of how easy it is to love those kids, and how friendly and loving they are. They all got so much love in them. Something that was confirmed in my mind by a wise friend of mine is that God really allows people to grow in their ability to love; in their ability to understand; in their ability to be more like Him. He helps us grow in such things. People have so much love for someone, and God takes that and grows it up and people find themselves not understanding how such love could grow so deeply. I think this will happen constantly while I'm here. And it breaks my heart that the Bolivian laws state that orphanages that the government supports ($1 a day for each child), including Talita Cumi, must not allow children to reside there past the age of 18, and for all those kids who don't end up getting adopted just go on back to the streets. I guess that's what Ken's house is for.
Ken's house is really great. The heart of the mission is based in the love of God and He really is blessing this home.
Friday, February 11, 2011
16 Thankfulness
For all of you who have seen me in person... or seen photos of me of the past 4 years or so, you know that I have quite a collection of bracelets on my wrists. I tend to be rather sentimental (one might even say semi-mental over it) and have a reason to wear each one. With the schedule that I'm living by, Mike and I work with El Jordan every Friday. El Jordan works with families from hard situations. So today, after going out to a property and setting up a game for tomorrows events, and doing other things (all the while, carrying a baby spider monkey in a little "monkey murse" on my back... awww!), we got to go work with the children at El Jordan. (By the way, the "J" is pronounced like an "H" and the emphasis is on the "a.")
So how does this connect with bracelets?
Well the kids were rather into my bracelets, and wanted them. Thoughts of giving and kindness ran through my head along with emotion-based thoughts of sentimentality.
"Well not all of them are extremely sentimental to me..."
With not a large number of kids, and a smaller number of children with wrists to small to fit such bracelets, and attention spans too small to stay focused on what was happening, I started removing the less sentimental bracelets from my wrists. Understand that the newest one I gave away had been on my wrist for almost 2 years, minus maybe 3 weeks total for which my wrists were rashey or burned. So sentiment builds up none the less, just from them being there, but hey, these kids don't really have much, and from what I've seen and what I've heard, these kids are so thankful for any small gift.
BUT
They ravaged them fiercely, trying to all get the one they wanted, none thanking me or even paying attention to the fact that they had received a gift. What bothered me much was the one girl (who looked about 15) who took 2 bracelets for herself. I asked her to give one to someone else, as not everyone got one who apparently wanted one. Bad counting on my part. And the one girl who didn't get one was Monsurrat, who, if you remember, was one of the kids at the house we helped build. The only kid there I already knew. So this double-braceletted girl offered her bracelet to her little 3 year old brother, who's wrists were obviously too small to support such a thing, but soon said "oh, it won't fit him. I'll just keep it." But in Spanish... So Monsurrat wasn't very happy, and I was feeling the same as she was. Eventually, the kid's mom showed up, and that always helps. Monsurrat has a bracelet now, and I think she's thankful.
It has been a day during which I wish I was fluent in Spanish.
So I am trying to convince myself that I should be thankful for the opportunity to bless these kids with gifts. And I should be excited for the possibilities of all the items I might fill my wrists up with again. But that's hard. Please pray for my attitude. I need to... I don't know. I need to be wise with giving, though I didn't feel foolish in my giving today. I just felt unappreciated. I'm not sure if I would be informing all the Internet community of this if I wasn't so exhausted and disappointed, I guess, but the thing with people is that as much as we get to know ourselves, we always tend to forget that everyone is just a fragile little mass with emotions on a weigh scale with life events on the other side. We're all just so topsy-turvy. Please pray that I can smile and let it go. I don't do things to be thanked, but I guess I've grown up expecting it.
So remember kids, say "thank you" when you feel it slightly appropriate, and you won't end up with the emotional missionary blogging about his lack of being content with his kindness... I don't know what I'm saying. OY! Time to relax.
In closing, let's all be thankful... and... I want a pet monkey.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
15-Going to School
Monday, January 31, 2011
16- Soccer=Fun?
Friday, January 28, 2011
15-The Near Future
Sunday, January 23, 2011
14-Keeping Busy
So we slept at Ken's house last night. His friend is starting a home in Cochabamba, so he went there to help her out. We went furniture shopping yesterday morning, which was kind of fun, and we picked out a coffee table with a couch, love seat, and chair, which we carried around in the back of Ken's truck. Hopefully it was all ok for the 12 hour drive.
So the past couple days, we've been working with Gary's family, as I mentioned in another blog. Mike and I have fallen in love with this family and are always sad to leave. And 2 days ago, as happy as we were to be finished the house, we were sad to say goodbye.
We had some interesting adventures with them. When we were collecting bricks to make the floor, the kids were trying to be helpful and cut the bricks to fit, but a hammer isn't the most precise tool to cut a brick in half… The family was very generous and would often bring us out a glass of coca-cola. I've drank a LOT of pop these past days; especially for someone who doesn't really drink much pop at all! Anyways, one day, they brought us out a special drink that their mom makes out of corn. They call it "chichi" and it is sometimes alcoholic, but of course this glass wasn't. Mike and I weren't quite sure what to call it before we learned it's name, so we just called it "corn milk." We had both had it in our past adventures in Bolivia, but somehow we had forgotten how revolting it is! I was nervous about drinking it because I didn't know what the seed things were, or the big white mushy chunks (which, by the way, I did gag on). So we went on a little walk and discretely watered the grass with a common fake sip here and there. And of course, if you get a drink or really anything from a family who is excited about their new big house, no bigger than an average Canadian bedroom, you can't simply say "no thank you." It's interesting to see how things play out when you don't understand everything that people are saying. We were playing gringos vs. Bolivians in a soccer game with the kids until the neighbour kid got mad and took his ball and walked home. Apparently it was an aggressive game from his perspective… or something.
So that's a bit of what we've been doing. Please return in a couple days to get the latest.
Please Pray:
-For Marco and his wife, Corina, as some men came into their house with guns the other night and stole from them.
-For salvation of Marco's parents, and that this situation had a positive effect on them spiritually. (Apparently Marco's 78 year old dad was able to kick one of the guys away and knock the gun out of his hand. I thought that was cool). They shot at him, but nothing came out of the gun. The guns worked fine the next minute as they shot them in the air. Yay for loving intervention!
-A safe trip for Ken and Yimy on their drive back from Coch.
-For the continued fast language progression, as we're going to start more structured Spanish lessons on Monday or Tuesday… Maybe Wednesday.